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how many hours of chemistry do y'all think I can do in a day
#im going to kill myself#i am so failing tomorrow#tell me why i procrastinated the subject im the worst at#yeah anyways haha good bye world#help please#studyblr#light academia#studying inspiration#studyspo#desiblr
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bedtime story with my love !!
#mine#cats#oooooooooogh im so cold....bath time bath time :3 !#i hope everyone is hvaing a good week i am now DONE with work !!!!! hehe !!!!!!!!!!#i might not do any drawing for a little while . maybe just felt tips#also. cannnot for the life of me decide what 2 read...am like 30% way thro assassins fate but Um its . a little intense so im taking a brea#idk what im in the mood for....something....fun... but isnt bad#i feel like all 'light' books r bad. maybe i will just reread the goblin emperor. as i always do when all else fails#also. am going ice skating tomorrow i am SO excited . i hvent been in so so long its so exciting !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#mwah. hve good evening :3
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I randomly get inspired to write weird stuff with Gabriel that I'm usually not even into and a lot of the time I get comments that amount to I'm not into this. Am I? or being surprised they were into it. Gabriel is just randomly inflicting this sort of thing on everyone I suppose
Gabriel Ultrakill has been reclassified as a gateway drug. Please keep an eye out for any suspicious activity.
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#i can be your angle or yuor devil#metaphorical piece of ham/cheese that you wrap around a pill before feeding it to a dog#many things can be made palatable if you’re down bad enough#speaking from the heart#I would Not do that. oh but if he wants to it’s okay 🥰#I’m being so tame and normal please. you can’t do this. you can’t enable me#I have work tomorrow I need to. relax#trying and failing pathetically to keep this account somewhat tame#non voice post#ask#asks#ask spam continues.. the dashboard cries#looks around nervously#i am so very scared and terrible at speaking#but if you really want to send me insane things I do have a Different Account For That#you gotta message me for it#but. I mean if you do that just know. I can’t even form coherent sentences#what im trying to say is that I can’t hold a conversation for shit#but. you can always send.. gabe things..#ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ENOUGH. pack it up boys. im going to get shot if i continue
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Just had something happen to me which was very close to a situation I often have nightmares about, and I thought those nightmares were a bit over the top, like, you know, the way dreams tend to be...
Well turns out the dreams weren't exaggerating at all. In fact it's worse in real life. The nightmares were the game turned on easy mode. :)
#untaggged#Definitely not the worst part of the thing but...#...tbh i'm very unnerved because a friend kind of knows about it cause i was supposed to see her and cancelled because of the situation#and i'll see her tomorrow and she's going to ask about it and i'm going to explain#but#she tends to give all too easy solutions to every problem i mention#and put the blame on me in a way i don't always find fair or make me wish for a bit more clemency#so i'm bracing myself for that and i can't help but kind of see it as a test and i'm kind of scared she is going to fail said test that i#don't even want to be a test in the first place...#because she's a friend and i like her but if she finds a way to blame me or tell me how i could have done things better as if it was easy#i'm going to be uncomfortable#and my trust will be a bit eroded whether i want it or not#But also maybe she'd be right to blame me? I *am* disappointed in myself and i do see that i could have done things differently...#not all my actions were particularly smart
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I am going to shoot myself in the head
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#I feel so helpless and clueless rn I feel like I’m going to fail my entire academic journey#Nothing bad has happened this week (besides my sis and mom getting rlly sick) but I just feel like I know nothing anymore#Am I a dumb stupid fuck#I have yet another exam tomorrow and I thought I loved the subject but suddenly I realize I didn’t understand anything#Trying to take down notes but I have literally no material to work with only my book in which I’ve made over 50 errors#I don’t count them I just know it’s over that number#I haven’t showered I’m trying to do homework I’m trying to take down notes and I’m also trying to take care of my sis bc she’s very sick#I bear a cross far too big for my size I feel like I can’t handle anything at all#Jesus christtttt where is old me when I need her I would’ve tanked this shit so easily but now I’m just crying and whining#i need to stop thinking about how I was so much better before but I can’t stop#I really was so much more than a spineless piece of shit what the fuck#Ghhhh mitski you were so right#I was so young when I behaved 25 yet now I find I’ve grown into a tall child is so very real mitski#Lately I’ve been crying like a tall child yeah keep it up mitski sing ur shit I will jump off of this ledge I’m on yeah#Clawing my skin offffff I wish I could tell someone irl#I still haven’t written to my friends parents so they could help me#but I don’t have the time to make a word doc ab everything I go thru and how I feel#And they might not help me#I just want to crawl a hole in the ground and wait to become a sprout to become a pretty flower I don’t wanna be living this shit no more#Vent#vent post
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Such gorgeous homophobia in his eyes 😍
#mcsm#minecraft story mode#mcsm jack#mcsm nurm#jack mcsm#nurm mcsm#A beautiful cat with homophobia 💛🩵#Can never decide between green eyes and brown eyes for Jack#Ik he calls his blueish eye his bad eye but I'm giving him heterochromia#Let him have his main character moment#My German exam is tomorrow#Which is like my last exam btw so let's go!!!#But my German teacher sent us all a good luck with little animated emojis#Twice. One was last week#Sir please it is late and I am emotional#Mr German teacher raising my standards for teachers since 2021#If I fail this exam I am dropping out of German no way am I letting him down after he sent that group message#But I WONT FAIL#CAUSE ITS GERMAN#THAT EXAM IS SCARED OF ME#IM GONNA EAT THIS SHIT UP#RAHHHH 🦅
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me going to bed, knowing that i have brought chaos upon your dashboards
#i am so sorry lol#cant wait to wake up tomorrow <3#maybe some of will have found some codes by then?#anyway!#goodnight!#if i post after this then know that i have failed
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i got 99% on an exam i was dreading and i was sooo brave and i only threw up a little bit :) unfortunately i had to take 2 tabs of adderall at 4pm and subsequently i will not be escaping my dogshit sleep schedule tonight :( but i got 99% :)
#the one i missed was bullshit. normally all questions are formatted with the generic names so thats the direction i studied#this exam was backwards#if you asked me what classification irbesartan was i obviously wouldve known it was an angiotensin ii receptor blocker. duh.#but avapro? how do you get avapro from irbesartan?#it was multiple choice so i just went. 'okay. all i gotta do is recall all the generics for these 4 classifications and#from there i can hopefully remember all of the brands for each of them!'#reader. i did not do that.#avapro is not adalat. adalat is fucking nifedipine. unfortunately 'anti-hypertensive calcium channel blocker' was an option#ugh.#so close to 100%#whatever. the point is i dont have to retake it tomorrow. which is nice because tomorrow is for studying for#my institutional pharmacy final. which i CANNOT fail because then i would have to retake it on THE SAME DAY as my math final#i cant study on thursday (the day of my institutional final) because if all goes well im starting my externship that day#and finishing my shift one hour before class#so. again. i am VERY glad i passed this test#god ive got so. much. homework. to catch up with. and studying. fuck.#wont have much time to study for my math final because i took fri-sun shifts too and the math final is on monday#but thats fine because i am good at math. hashtag girl#no one will read all these tags but im journaling
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Happy Valentines Day, 2024 ♥
#Margot's RF Art#Rune Factory#I AM STILL SO MAD I DIDN'T GET TO DO SHIPPY HOLIDAY ART LAST YEAR because I was so sick. SO DAMMIT THERE WAS GONNA BE ART THIS YEAR#I've genuinely been broiling over my failure to promote my OTP for a year. No way was I failing this year#Everyone please enjoy the day however you see fit- today with loved ones or tomorrow with discount candy- or just not at all-#Just!! Be safe! Be healthy! Enjoy yourself! Have a good day!#I'll be humming as I decide what to do with the other 3 practice poses I sketched out while deciding what to do for this#RF#RF1#Rune Factory Raguna#RF Raguna#Rune Factory Felicity#RF Felicity#RagunaxFelicity#again I will fill this ship tag or die trying
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My Ingredients:
A stroll in nature,
A sprinkle of fantasy,
A chat with my friends,
And a hug with family.
These are my ingredients,
For my creative flow.
I mix them up inside my brain,
And let inspiration grow.
A calming quiet,
A cloaking dark,
A gentle breeze,
Thats my favorite part.
Its in the silence and the calm,
After a full day of color.
It fills me like a healing balm,
And sets my thoughts a flutter.
I go and stumble till i find,
A freshly planted seed.
Then from there,
It’s just like magic.
Out comes pouring all the words,
Imbued with subtle feelings.
The only way that i can share,
The unique patterns of my breathing.
#welp#my family has like two Christmas celebrations cause different sides of the family to celebrate with#and i am up at 3:26 am rn copying some of my poems onto paper#because my family is weird and thinks my poems make for good gifts#good for me ig#i try to give other stuff but its a good buffer when i fail to have enough gifts#but yaa guess who procrastinated until the last minute#we are celebrating tomorrow morning#im so done for guys#i have to copy poems three more times#wow thats a lot of tags what the helll#my bad#but hey not like anyone reads these sooo#anyways i made this poem while taking a break from wrapping presents and stuff#and now im considering adding it to the cards#buttttt that means even more to copy out so probably best not#ill leave it fr#anywayss back to normal tags 💀#original poem#poem#poems on tumblr#poetry#literature#spilled ink#inspiration#Christmas?#does that even count when the only Christmas related thing is my stupid tags#bro im so sorry dont read any of this
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I KEEP SCHEDULING TIME TO LISTEN TO TMAGP 05 BUT I KEEP GETTING SIDETRACKED I AM CURRENTLY IN A FULL FACE OF CLOWN MAKEUP AND HAVE A WHOLE LOAD OF FOMO
#both figuratively and literally#i tried the pat mcgrath stuff#but i dont have the materials to do the glass skin#so it just looked weird#so not only am i tmagp 05 less#but also failing in the makeup department#oh well#hopefully tomorrow#tmagp#tmagp 05#the magnus protocol
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untagged w no reblogs cus idk if ill post this w other stuff later but this is one of the best drawings ive done recently. maybe ever. and its a drawing of a youtube boy as a furry that i did while watching random clips from a different youtube boy
#(the other youtube boy is coney) (hes a twitch boy really but ive never watched him live) (go watch him)#you can also see half of the failed ferret riley drawing right next to it i dont know how to get this swag consistently yet#not gonna worry about that rn tho#i got two concerts to go to tonight and tomorrow i dont think ill even have time to worry LOL#im def hyping this drawing up too much but idkkkkk i got his face so symmetrical and the slope of his nonexistent ferret shoulders#and the clothing folds on his sweater... i am proud of myself ill let myself have this
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soul wears both & you cannot convince me otherwise
#he is slaying or failing#no inbetween#no actually exactly inbetween as in like a cursed mix of the two#hes socks & sandals guy but the socks are thigh/knee high stockings#like the stockings Funky has in Art#i see the vision#the most cursed chaotic fashion ever but like it can rock the fit no matter what#chonny jash#cj soul#moss post#i WILL draw this#already have the drafts but I need to sleep so will finish hopefully tomorrow?#also am busy tomorrow so idk but like#i am drawing my favorite white boy & it WILL be wearing the fashion disaster™/j
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Day 199 | id in alt
What's the topic?/ref
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#itadori yuji#i am going to an appointment tomorrow because my ear has been FAILING ME#IVE BEEN TWEAKING ABOUT IT THE WHOLE TIME AND I AM SO PISSED#also i just loathe having people touch me im built to hate not to live lmaooooo
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My goal was to grade 10 papers today. I really really reeeeaaaallyyyyy didn't want to and had to fight tooth and nail through the executive dysfunction. I clawed my way through at a pace of one essay per hour. I hated it, but I did it!
It's not even the fact that I reached my goal that made me happy (it was arbitrary). It's the fact that I'm even capable of getting through difficult things I don't want to do at all. I have been working on my self-discipline and focus for years and I'm very proud of myself for how far I've come.
#adhd problems#considering that 9 years ago i was failing several university classes due to undiagnosed ADHD#and in the past 3 years I've grown enough to do an online master's degree which required me to write a 12k word dissertation by myself#and in the past 5 months i started a job as a university professor and i have to be so self-motivated#i am solely responsible for making lesson plans and doing all the grading#grades are due August 17 and i have graded 30/40 essays as of today#if i can get 5 more done tomorrow and 5 on the weekend i can submit them on Sunday#which is a whole week early and was my carefully scheduled goal#so yeah the fact that i can force myself to stick to my schedule even though i don't HAVE to? 9 years ago me could never#personal#and tbh this is my version of self-care and it sucks but i can do it#i will take great pains to never let myself feel the way i did in 2015 when i flunked out of school#I'll get my grades in early so i can let myself enjoy the rest of the summer
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ngl gamers, I think I'm gonna inevitably lose to the hormones and depression in the near future XD
Can't bring myself to be active cause I'm using a lot of energy to not vent post all the time. But fuck it, into the tags I go!
#I want NO MESSAGES regarding this. let me just be upset and alone#you spend most of your life trying to not succumb to sick brain but honestly I don't think it's worth it in the long run#my life is for better or worse....decent. but I've lost the drive and happiness to really DO anything a long time ago. like whats the point#the only reason I havent killed myself yet is cause Im too lazy (and dont have access to a gun for a quick getaway)#and I'm saying all this DESPITE having stuff to look forward to in the near future. it's like AUGH whats the POINT IM always gonna suffer#why does mental health take such a toll on ppl. this shit sucks ass. and I still feel excited for things in the future too? somehow?#but I also really want to die so. idk man. idk. maybe if I fall in love with someone then I can be distracted but all my walls are up#what's the point in anything anymore. *I* have to take the steps to improve myself and my situation#and I'd rather die. anyways who wants to make a pact that once we reach 40 we will marry each other#that might be fun#also my brain has gotten so bad that I am literally considering joining a hiking club to get out more and I FUCKING HATE HIKING#but I should probably do something out of my comfort zone to push myself and who knows maybe I will find a new passion#but let me tell you about the anxiety - oh BOY it's starting to act up again. hahahha#ah well sometimes you just need to scream your feelings out in the tags to get a lil clarity from the brain fog#one day I will fucking die/kill myself but for now I'll just try to make the best out of. whatever the hell this stupid life is. *shrug*#(but hey if any professional hitmen are reading this. feel free to. heh. you know ;) )#also I need to get back to art#gotta do my paid work and that one pic I lined months ago. and clay stuff *continues to bed rot another week because hahahahahahaha*#ah I wish I didn't fail all those years ago. then I would be free. I wish I was free#ok goodnight I promised myself that I would do paid work when I wake up tomorrow so hopefully no more migraines -pray emoji-
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